eeemmmmyyy

I just want you to let me go so I can move on,
but I so badly want you to hold on..
How did we get to this point, how did it get this far?
How could things go so wrong, and mess everything up?
Things that used to be so good, what happened to them?
I have no answer, all I have is the memories of what used to be good.
And one thing I know for sure is that I miss you,
more and more and less and less for every day that goes by.
I'm starting to forget about you, and I'm scared.
I'm scared that one day I won't remember, I'm scared that my memories will disappear.
It would feel so good to finally let this go, to finally let you go.
But I can't.
I can't erase you. I don't want to erase you. I want you here. I want you to be apart of me.
But you're not and you never will be.
You used to be my hero, the greatest man in the world.
And now you're nothing, just a man who lost my respect.
I hope you're happy, I hope you have everything you want,
but you will never get me back.
You lost me a long, long time ago, and now it's to late.
We will never go back to how it used to be,
all we can do is live in this moment and make it as good as it can be.

I miss you...